Current mood:

disappointed

eh

I haven't updated for awhile so I thought I should do so. I'm home now and pretty miserable. I dont think I would be any better at school though. My mom and I arent getting along so well but I think it's just cause I'm miserable. I dont know what to do. I think I need to go back on my medication and then maybe my mood would be stable and I wont lash out at her so much.
I'm working almost everyday which is good because I like to work. I need money like whoa because I need to buy a lot of things. I got new shoes today and that was good thing.
Ralph and I arent talking anymore which is good. I got pretty wasted Friday night and made a HUGE mistake and now I feel worse than I did a week ago about our situation. I feel like he has the upperhand hand on me which sucks because he really doesn't. I'm gonna be really good without him and I wish he could know that. I don't need him anymore and I know one day he will regret it. But I guess we all do things we will regret.
I fucked up real bad at RIT grade wise. I can fix it though which is good. No more being stupid on my part.
I never realized how much fun I had with my girls from Webster. I love Clare and Cass like whoa and I'm glad we all became friends again. These are the girls I'm gonna talk to forever.
Friday night was CRAZY. I dont remember much which is funny cause I usually do remember things when I am drunk. but that's ok, it was fun.
I guess that is it. I'll update laterr